This is the best time to do something good.

I feel it in the core of my being, like there’s something I really have to do. I don’t think this is an epiphany, for I haven’t truly figured out what I need to do but it’s there. It just happened without realising it.

It’s a change within me that I know is fastly approaching. I feel a little bit claustrophobic but that usually means that you’re uncomfortable. Uncomfortable with where you are in life now. Your presence is being pressed albeit gently against the glass ceiling that you’ve set for yourself the last time you matured. But that wall is not indestructible for you’ve constantly been pushing yourself to reach your best self.

I know I’ve been maturing but right now, it feels as though I haven’t been growing enough, like I have so much potential just bubbling within me. If I focus, I know that I can get to where I want to be, I just need to push. I don’t know if this feeling will stay with me when I wake up tomorrow morning but at least here is proof that it did happen. That I can be a better person for myself, if only I’d just leap.

The barrier that’s holding me back will break; only to keep going higher and higher. But just as that glass rises towards infinity, I rise. And I can’t stop because it sure is a long way down.